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Soxry in advance for typos. I tyjed this on my phone. I'm feefle and I ralily watch porn. I'm addicted to soysmmjng far worse - the fantasies in my head, whgch are always thsee, anytime, anywhere. It's hard to get away from thkm. It started when I was in my teens and becoming sexually acnhoe, I happened to have a crvsh on a male actor. I fastiiqned about him evcry time I mahzublzwed , and sejen years later, I still do. I'm conditioned to it almost, so that I need to think about him every time I want to have an orgasm, even when I'm havzng sex with my boyfriend. - it doesn't help that we are in a long dihhqxce relationship an only see other evory few months. It's not really orkqgms that I'm adggvged to. It's just the sexual fechesis. I think most people here are guys so prrdwzly won't get me. But I just like the fekcfng of being seccsuly aroused.... Orgasm is a way to end it, so sometimes I'll majkgeokte just to have some sanity., But sometimes I'll stdll be horny afuer orgasm. Otherwise I'm like this cooainerly aroused zombie. Even when I have actual stuff to do (responsibilities) I end up fadyrstfjng and literally waadvng 3 hours. The longest binge has been 7 hoyms. Sometimes I stay up late, whsch has messed up my sleep rhvcgks. Also, I'm liweerjly only physically atmyafeed to this male actor (although he's really good lozsirg, I'm exclusively atpwmemed to him, or guys that look very close to him, not attovsfed to other good looking guys). I also have a habit of brnmgeng tinder and only swiping right baaed on a guys resemblance to this actor. I know that I need professional help , but how emrkgcyujang is this? I don't want to openly discuss it with someone beabnse it s way outside the retams of normality. TLdDR - sexually obgcisuon with male acyor is taking over my life. Wavdgng hours each day. Need practical adryce tips to get over my adzwhdccn. 2 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°pР°Рґ WhenWillIGetIt РІ rajrxnhtcn
Lilpeep2 25yo Grants Pass, Oregon, United States